So today, I'm going to be a whiner. I don't usually like to whine about things. I really don't have much to whine about: wonderful husband (who brought me flowers last night), awesome dogs, nice house, good job. Yep, my life is pretty awesome. The only thing that I have to whine about is TTC. I should just be grateful, but I'm going to whine anyway:
My stupid temps just keep going down. I told myself that if I got too excited or wanted this to be the cycle too much, it wouldn't happen. I was unsuccessful at keeping my hopes at bay and now my temps are taking a downward slide.
Half of me thinks that it is somehow directly related to my hope or anticipation (yes, completely stupid and irrational). The other half is scouring FF chart gallery looking for charts that look like mine and resulted in pregnancy. Equally silly since what someone else's chart looks like really has nothing to do with me. But I can't help myself. Now I want to kick myself in the ass (great visual) for being so excited and I want to kick myself in the ass for letting it bother me so much and I also want to kick myself for managing to still have a little hope...wow, I wonder what emotion I wouldn't be upset with myself over this month?
Anyway, whine over. I hope that everyone else out there is having a better (and less whiny!) Saturday than me!
When temps and TTC get you down, have a margarita. It may not seem like much but add in an awesome cup to put it in, a few friends, and some stories from the past you hope you mother never finds out about and you will be smiling in no time.
ReplyDeleteI hope your weekend pics up :)
laceyann2008
Thanks, Lacey! Great advice, I totally plan on having a big margarita at dinner. Hanging out with my best friend today made me feel better, too. AF showed up like 20 minutes after I wrote the post. Going to have a pity party drink tonight and then be over it! :)
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